I just don’t know 😭

So guys I don’t usually post on here but I really could like some advice and support right now. I have been in and out of bad relationships. Hurt badly. Mentally and emotionally torn down. I’ve given myself time to heal and recollect. Its not that I compare myself to anyone but I see everyone so happily in love and I always wonder “when will it be my turn”. No I’m not hunting lol but I’m just ready you know. So idk. My mind is everywhere 😞