Okay so I met this guy in august and he was super sweet and I really liked him so we met and we made out outside and we had alittle oral sex and I really liked him. Then second time I saw him was at his dorm room at the end of August and we had a lot of sex and niceness and it was really nice and sweet. He hardly texts but it’s Becuase he’s busy at school I understand. But the first day we met he told me he loved me. I invited him to a football game at school and he came and we had fun and we met again in October and stuff although we didn’t have sex we dry humord and stuff and today we had sex again at my friends house and it was good and all but I don’t think I like him anymore. He is non binary and acts super gay and I don’t have a problem with gay people I just idk and he was really affectionate and I like that but I’m not really attracted to him anymore but he is always telling me how much he loves me and stuff but today at the end of our session He wanted to cuddle but I didn’t want to touch him at all I’m so fat and insecure I was afraid to let that go but now I’m kinda just done with boys and sex I just wanna work out and get hot and get guys more my style. I like more bad guy like people but I feel bad because at first I genuinely loved him but now I think I would rather never see him again but I don’t wanna break his heart and I’m always the one complaining that I don’t have a boyfriend and now I have a nice guy but I don’t really want him anymore ugh....I feel like such a bitch what should I do??