sexuality????

okay so, i’ve been out as bi for several years... but recently i’ve literally had 0 interest in guys and their bodies. like romantically i can still be attracted to them but now there’s a barrier there. as a “bi” person, this is weird for me. there’s never been a barrier for me with anyone... like, to put it simply, i could look at anyone cute n be like “i’d tap that” but now it’s like, if they have a dick i wouldn’t tap that. it’s not unpleasant i just have no interest in it anymore and well, this is an issue because i have a boyfriend. and honestly he’s the sweetest guy ever and i just know if i tell him i think i’m gay, he’ll blame himself and i don’t want to put him in that position. but ik he wants to do stuff. hell, we’re meant to be having sex today but i can’t do it. i can’t do this relationship because i just have no interest in (i) him or (ii) any other guy in the literal universe. and it’s scary because honestly? i don’t feel like myself anymore.