i have a boyfriend that i’ve been dating for a couple months who i’m really happy with. i mean he’s great, i have nothing to complain about since i’ve found someone who loves me.

but he’s also the first boyfriend i’ve ever had when all i’ve really had experience with is girls.

i really have a stronger attraction to girls than i do to guys and it sucks because i really want a girlfriend and can’t really admit it out loud since that would raise some questions about whether i’m happy or not in my current relationship.

tl;dr i love girls but i have to rely on online anonymity to express it