Help please ASAP

Okay so I just got my hair bleached and I’m not going to add a photo but just know that it is fucking revolting

The top half is ginger the bottom half is yellow but I have been getting highlights for about 3 years now and it was just ment to be topped up I am disgusted with it everytime i look I look in the mirror I start to cry again. I want my hair stripped I honestly don’t want to leave the house ever again

Unfortunately I have to go shopping tomorrow and I also have a concert on money how am I going to get on photos when I look like an dragged cat

I also don’t look forward to school because I know everyone will be talking about my hair and making fun of my hair I’m afraid or getting bullied I just can’t do it someone help what can I do to brighten the bleach and how can you make your hair grow fast so it will grow out

Someone please help me my mom keeps shouting at me and saying how ungrateful I am but I am already very self conscious and everyone is going to make fun of me

THIS IS NOT MY HAIR

but I got this photo off the internet to show that my hair is nearly identical to this