So, I honestly feel broken. I can read smut, watch porn, etc all day and I still don’t get turned on. I masturbate but, even though I orgasm I usually feel so sick and weird afterwards. Almost like it’s just a hassle and unpleasant. I continue to do it because I’m hoping I’ll like it at some point.

When I masturbate, I can’t imagine anything, I can only close my eyes and just do it.

I feel weird, broken and I have several other feelings.

Has anyone experienced this?