29 years old and I’m 9 weeks pregnant with my first. My fiancé and I️ have been together for over 11 years and we are excited about the news but still in shock. I found out I️ was pregnant at 4 1/2 weeks and things were great. At 6 weeks is when my morning sickness kicked in full throttle. I️ haven’t been able to keep anything down or take my prenatal pills for almost two weeks. With my fiancé being in the entertainment industry as a producer, his work isn’t consistent. So we started a business together 2 years ago. Things could be better but I’m still grateful. Now that the pressure is on in a major way, I️ feel him stressing out and it stresses me out. I️ see him hustling harder but feel like things aren’t moving fast enough. With our birth plan and just getting ready and prepared for something we’ve never done before gives me major, I️ mean MAJOR anxiety like never before. Gives me anxiety because I️ constantly think is this going to be everyday?? I️ want a break😫 please, even if it’s for an hour.

Not being able to eat and I can barely stand to shower because I’m so exhausted. I️ haven’t been outside and seen daylight in almost two weeks. The constant nausea and vomiting. I’m sick and tired of being tired. Cravings are non stop but when I️ eat it comes right back up. Will it get better? As I know every woman is different. My emotions and hormones are so crazy up and down I️ don’t feel like myself and I️ feel so down and depressed. Is this normal? I️ never thought this would be me. I️ feel like my

hormones are robbing me of everything I️ have. It scare me because I️ need to be healthy for my growing baby and I’ve been praying for strength. My fiancé is a big help with everything and I️ get so emotional that I️ can’t do anything on my own right now. I️ cry everyday. Also stressing trying to find another doctor because the one I️ have doesn’t care or listen. Trying to find better medical insurance. It’s a lot. Anyone else feel similar? I️ feel alone and don’t like to complain but need to vent and hope someone understands. I know it maybe all over the place but this is how my brain is functioning right now.