PP emotions

I can’t stop crying when I breastfeed her, I am so so in love with her. My God ! We were trying for some time and we prayed so so much during the whole pregnancy. I just can’t believe I’m finally holding her, finally looking into her eyes. 😭 there’s so much I want her to know and I just wish she could understand when I tell her how much mommy loves her. Anyway, yeah hormones, they’ve hit me harder than they did during pregnancy. I’m just so thankful that God granted me this blessing, it sure beats winning the jackpot! My dark chocolate skinned girl, I call her birdy ☺️ coz while all kids look like little aliens when they are born she does this thing with her lips that makes her look like a little bird 😂 her official name: Sthandwa (Beloved/Loved one) Muhle (beautiful) Ntombiyezulu (daughter of the heavens)