He doesn’t want ttc

I have one ovary & have had ovarian cancer, I am 20. I’ve had a couple miscarriages & my doctors say the longer I wait, the less and less likely it is I will conceive naturally.

My fiancé (25) & I decided in October we would start trying for one. I didn’t get pregnant right away which is exactly what I expected. Now he doesn’t want to try anymore, he says he wants to go back to school & have more money. Mind you, we do really well finically.

He is always saying he wants some things & then changing his mind.

Other than that, he is the most perfect man for me.

A coworker who started trying to get pregnant at the same time as me is now pregnant... it pains me so much to know that I may never get to be a normal woman.

I’m just worried, he backed out I’m having a kid so quickly, what else will he back out on like that? Our marriage?

I realize I might be being dramatic but still! It raises flags to me.