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Samantha • Married 8.20.16💍 3 failed iui's, laparoscopy and discovered mild endo and scar tissue conceived ds 6weeks after surgery

Any one else struggle w being on fertility meds and continuing to live a normal life? My husband and I have been ttc for 17 months. I'm 30 and when it didn't happen after the first year we began our testing. I feel like since then we hav been living like hermits. I quit smoking and avoiding going out w friends bc of the temptation of drinking. (I did the whole relaxed and drink til it's pink, but after awhile I felt I needed to step it up and cut off drinking at all...even tho I would only have a few drinks once a week) I began injections and had my first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. We are currently in the tww and I could tell my husband is stressed and needed a night out w some friends. So we met them for dinner and ofcourse they all thought I was pregnant bc I did not have a drink. I told them no and it's only bc we are trying. My husband felt better after getting a night to socialize and not think about our phantom baby. But I just became more and more sad that I'm not pregnant yet and these god damn hormones I'm injecting are making me feel like I am!!