Friends

I really need some friends . My ex and I don’t talk anymore and my friends have there own life and do there own thing.. I’m trying to get back into high school I am a junior, I just feel really really alone and sad . I go to therapy but I just feel like my happiness is my ex but he is such a dick and recently did me hella wrong. I just want to text him again, I just want to speak with him but I know it would be stupid of me but i just miss him so damn bad and it hurts he was my bestfriend and I still love him no matter how wrong he did me.. 💔 I just want him back in my life and I feel down really really down 😞💔