Something I wrote to deal with my miscarriage
Dear Little One
I know not the day you came to be,
Nor the day you would’ve been with me.
I know not if you would’ve played with dolls,
Nor if you would’ve liked your bows.
I know not if you would’ve played with trucks,
Nor how good you would’ve looked in a tux.
I know not the sweet sound of your laugh,
Nor the sadness of your cries.
I know not your kind spirit,
I just know I’d want to be near it.
I know not your warm embrace,
Nor your tiny little face.
I know not the fat rolls of your arms and legs,
Nor if you would’ve liked ham and eggs.
I know not the color of your hair,
Nor if you would’ve liked the barber chair.
I know not the color of your eyes,
That I can only fantasize.
I know not of your resemblance to us,
Nor if that would even be a plus.
I know not the shade of pink of your cheek,
Nor the softness of your skin.
I know not the reason why you couldn’t stay,
Nor how to breakaway.
I know not why I miss you,
Nor why I didn’t get to meet you.
I know the sadness of your loss,
How much I can’t even get across.
I know the joy I’ve lost,
Such paths I would’ve rather not have crossed.
I know how much I’ll miss you,
All because I didn’t get to keep you.
I know how much I love you,
Even though I never got to meet you.
~NEPB
I hope some of you can relate.
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