Scared to be induced!! 😖 Anyone else?

Well this is my 2nd I'm 39 weeks on Friday and with my first she was 4 days late and my water broke went to the hospital and they immediately put me on pitocin worst pain in the WORLD I didn't get the epidural because I already have a bad back and scared for anything to go wrong... so I did no pain medication but well this pregnancy has been so much harder I want him out :( and well I'm too scared to be induced so just waiting for him to come on his own anyone else on the same boat?? Any experiences being induced? I would love to hear it all love hearing birth stories!