I’m 14 years old, I’m young, I know. When I was around the age of 7-9 I was continuously molested repeatedly. I was so young that I didn’t even know what was happening. This man taught me to lie, & being that young I never thought to tell anyone. I was always so scared of interrogation & people not believing me. As I got older, he stopped for a while. But since I’m related to this man, I would always come over. & he yet again would still try. I was suicidal over this for a while because all I ever do is keep it in. I was around 10-12 when he raped me, & it didn’t happen just once. I didn’t know how to stop it. & each time something would happen I would just be in shock & not know what’s going on. When I turned 13 I finally let it out to someone, that person said I should get help. This whole experience changed me. I feel like he still tries to get at me till this day. I’m so traumatized by it all. My parents took me to therapy because I would still self harm, but it didn’t help. I’ve kept this secret in for half of my life. It changed me, I have so much anxiety & I’m so paranoid when people touch me. & lately I’ve just been thinking about it a whole lot, I have random break downs & don’t sleep the same way. I wanna say something, but I don’t know how.