here we go again...

for the 16th time. another perfect timing (6 year anniversary) pregnancy reveal will be spoiled because I just know period will arrive. 11 dpo and negative on a frer. forget all the people that say you're more fertile after a miscarriage. forget all the people who say it'll happen. it probably won't. forget everyone who says stop thinking about it and it'll happen. how do you forget about growing your family? how can you forget about doing the one thing you're programmed to do since you turn like 12 or 13?