11dpo

I’m just sitting here at my wife’s work at California pizza kitchen and I can’t freaking stop almost crying. I’ve never been one to cry, especially in public places, but yet here I am with tears in my eyes with a glass of Chardonnay in front of me and can’t even enjoy it because what I want even more than that damn glass of wine is a baby. It’s only our first month TTC but oh my god. It’s exhausting. One month down five more to go.... I only say five months because if we don’t successfully get me pregnant in six months it’s my dear wife’s turn to try. Happy baby making!!!