I need some encouraging words

I really want to be a mom I feel like God hates me sometimes , I know he doesn't but I can't help but feel that sometimes because all these girls out here being hoes not wanting kids and they have like five by now and all the kids have different daddy's I mean it aggravates me because I try to live my life right and do the right things when it comes to the Bible and marriage. WHEN IS IT GONNA BE MY TURN!!!!!!! I know miracles happen everyday but where's my miracle baby ?