So flipping frustrated 🤯🤯🤯

I just feel like it’s never going to happen... I have two beautiful girls already and I know I’m super blessed... But my new DH and I really wanted to add another child to our already made family... I have been (whatever happens happen) for two years... And just 3 months ago started tracking everything and activity trying... I honestly thought the two years of just not worrying about it I’d gotten pregnant but NOPE...I’m DPO 12 today and tested and got a BFN... Just feel like it’s not going to happen... And with every negative test my heart sinks... Insurance doesn’t cover the fertility specialists... So I’m just hopeless I think