Am I wrong?*UPDATE

So I was talking to my boyfriend and he opened his messages and I noticed he was talking to three different girls.. I didn’t know any of them other than hearing stories of one of them.. (was a girl who he used to have a crush on but she was never interested) and I never really did mind if he did talk to girls...

However, as soon as I mentioned it he then deleted all three of those texts really fast

It made me curious so I asked him about it then he threw a huge fit about how I dont trust him...

Ive never cared if he talks to other girls. Just as long as they dont have a flirtatious relationship. And I don’t know how they talk to each other and I was just curious about why was he messaging so many women...

We’ve been dating for a year and right now this is eating me alive.

I low key wanted to creep through his snapchat because I know they message each other on their but I know it’s wrong... and I’ve been holding off on that.. it’s really bothering me

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okay so I think I was just overthinking... we talked on the phone and he said that they were friends from a long time ago.. and they both live a really long distance....he explained and said he didn’t think he was deleting everything fast and he wasn’t meaning it to be like that.. and how he was more upset because we’ve been together for a year and it seemed as if a simple conversation with him and his friends made me curious and he thought I could not trust him after how much we’ve been through together.. and he explained how he didn’t want it to feel like their was any secrecy in our relationship so he said he took off his passcode to his phone and I could look at it whenever I want ( even though I will most likely never go through his stuff.. even when I want to)

He also told me that him and his friends recently started using another app and deleted the Safari off their iphones to prevent them to look up porn, like something he said called covenant eyes? so they could resist and make it impossible to have that lusting over other women other than their own women...

I feel bad for wanting to creep on him.. of course I didn’t but I was wanting too...

I didn’t realize the actual effort and decisions he was putting in to build our relationship