so today as soon as my son's Drs office opens up we are taking him to see his Dr. my husband has a horrid feeling and I've been worried for about a week or so. we think our son has been having seizures. he has night terrors that don't only happen at night which is fine I'm okay with that. what scares me is when he has them his eyes glaze over and he doesn't move his body he just screams and screams and when we calm him down minutes later he practically sobbs himself t sleep. fast forward to a few days ago. he's started squinting his eyes and shaking his head for a few minutes straight then starts to son then stops as if nothing happened. I know my anxiety is probably getting the best of me but it's scares me that something might be wrong as we are too late or something is really wrong. idk I'm nervous and scared and worried. so much has been goin on to the point where my marriage is falling apart and I really don't want something to tear us apart completely. I want my son to be perfect I want everything to be alright and I'm losing control of things I'm losing grip on myself my mood swings are getting worse my crying spells are almost every day. idk what to do or what to expect. I feel like I'm going crazy.

update* Dr is finding us an appointment with one of the few pediatric neurologist s he said it can take up to 6 months to get an appointment. so I guess we will see

update2* we have an appointment scheduled for March 5th 2018....however I think my husband and I are drifting apart so I probably will be having to find a new Dr when I move to Louisiana with my father. I I don't know what's happening and I honestly don't have I'm for it. my son needs me. so hes my priority