What does this sound more like? (Long story)

Background story really quick. At the age of 14 I was diagnosed with severe anxiety, depression, ocd, hypochondria, panic attacks and insomnia

I went to therapy was on Prozac and klonopin and was better within 2 months.

All throughout high school I was fine, didn’t have that much anxiety, I was social, I was helpful and friendly

After I graduated high school (last year) I slowly started to realize my anxiety was coming back and my depression bc I was in a seriously toxic relationship. Which I’m pretty sure why my anxiety is how it is right now. I was with him for 4 years. He was controlling, verbally and emotionally abusive, and he was manipulative. He brain washed me to think everything was my fault.

Well I’m February I went to therapy again got help, felt semi better. Me n him broke up in April or May and got back together in June

We broke up in August and have been broke up since n now I’m back in therapy......

I’m sure when I was younger I had the anxiety symptom of feeling like I’ll go crazy and trust me it TERRIFIES me.

**Lately my worry has been that I’m scared I’m gonna wake up in the middle of the night without knowing and hurt myself or my family and I really don’t want to do that.** I don’t know why this thought pops in my head but it did, and my psychiatrist said “that’s mostly the OCD and having those “what if” thoughts” I told him I was paranoid about having schizophrenia bc I know sometimes I’ll hallucinate (not all the time just when I’m extremely tired of having anxiety) same goes with hearing voices BUT I will only hear my name, my moms or my brothers. One time I heard “Hey” n freaked lol. I was also telling him I get frequent deja vu and I was scared I have psychosis bc psychosis causes frequent deja vu. But I also told him I didn’t get deja vu till I got really drunk and smoked at a party (this was bc my ex said if I didn’t drink he’d be mad at me) I got super drunk off of 2 glasses of jacks mixed with coke. About 1 week after that party my ex’s brother had a psychotic melt down basically. He literally thought he was God but he also was drinking, did acid and had cocaine in his system. But when that happened that’s when my deja vu allllll started. And has persistent ever since. But I was having anxiety that night as well bc I knew something bad was gonna happen, as you can tell when I know something bad will happen it happens lol.

I told him I also believe I could be psychic bc I will know what someone will say n then they say it and it freaks me out. But he said I definitely don’t have schizophrenia/psychosis/bi-polar etc.

I worry about schizophrenia bc my moms great aunt was the only person on her side of the family that had it. And my mom said she died out of no where they don’t know if she committed suicide or if her aunts husband had anything to do with it bc he was mean. But that happened well before I was born

My dads side all have anxiety, depression, ocd, hypochondria, insomnia and panic attacks. And I mean everyone lol even my brother. My dad his sisters, my cousins, my great aunts, my grandma at one point etc.