Trying to Conceive

Can I just say that the depo shot has been one of the worst decisions I have made so far? I loved it while on it but now that we're trying to conceive it's made life miserable.. it could always be worse but my heart hurts from playing the waiting game. Been off the shot since April and started spotting in October and had my first normal cycle in November so we gave it a shot then but it's not looking so great. I'm a pretty patient person but this wait is killing me 😥