Am I a bad person? (Mentions sex so TMI for age)

I know the title sounds stupid...

I had a cuddle buddy ( sex was not on the table and I made that clear!) And so the other day we met up and started getting into it and I think I came like 2 times and then he started to go in and I guess I didn’t notice cause it felt really good but then it was like shooting pain and so I asked him to stop.

Now we aren’t bf and gf but after that he got mad 😡 like pissed off and I get it.... but then he was talking about all the other virgins he had ‘helped’ after I offered to help him finish. I felt gross and disgusting so I grabbed my clothes and left.

Don’t know what to think anymore. About myself. About it.

I feel like I’m at an all time low.