I️ think I️ overreacted..

So before I️ start, no my boyfriend didn’t rape me or assault me.

We were having sex and I️ just remember afterwards, I️ was crying.

I️ have a lot of issues with trust because I️ used to be in a sexually and physically abusive relationship. He knows this and made sure beforehand, but I️ warned him anyways even though I️ agreed.

I️ thought I️ was ready, I️ just guess I️ wasn’t.

I️ really want to do this, and him and I️ talk about it so much.

I️ just don’t know how to over come these past thoughts of being used..