I Just Don't Know How I Feel Anymore.

I have this boyfriend and when i say our relationship is ao complicated 🙆. In the beginning of the relationship things were fine

but then he started cheating and lying all the time. I got sick of it and we broke up. To my surprise i found out recently on Halloween that i was pregnant.

I told him and of course he was happy especially being that he was trying to get us back together. That's what happened .. we ended up back together. He stopped cheating and everything was good again. Then he loses his job. He live with his family and when i say i dislike his family more than i dislike this morning sickness. Instead of going to work he'd sit at home all day and smoke and drink with his stupid mother and brother which caused him to lose his job. This caused a huge argument and we broke up again.

This same worthless family kicks him out the day before thanksgiving. He had absolutely no where else to go. His own grandma wouldn't let him come in to charge his phone. So he ends up at a friends house and me being foolish went to the friends house after work bought him some food and even gave him money. I felt bad for him. Had he been going to work and stop kidding around he wouldn't be in this situation. It broke my heart to see him like that and me being the soft one gave him another chance. What was i thinking?!!! Would you believed he ended up back at his family house 2 days later. Then his family had the nerve to try to turn him against me by accusing that i didn't care about him and that i was seeing someone behind. his back. This fool was falling for it. I was in tears i just couldn't believe this. He apologized but I'm just tired of all of this. I love him and sometimes he can be the most charming person. We had plenty of good times. Lately though my attitude has changes and I'm not sure if its due to my pregnancy but i just feel moody. I just don't want to be bothered. Especially by him. So i put my phone on airplane mode yesterday and been ignoring everyone. I feel great since too. No stress. I'm sure he's called. I'm just not sure on what we should do about this relationship. Sometimes i love him and sometimes i wish it could just be me and my baby. I Don't know what to do...