So tomorrow I will be being induced with my daughter, and I have never been more nervous in my life!

I should say that I have delivered a baby before—my son at 20 weeks. But this situation is totally different: this time I am delivering a full grown baby, and I get to take this one home with me...with which I will have the responsibility of keeping safe, happy and loved for the rest of her life. That’s huge!

It’s going to be such a life changer, and I am afraid I am not as ready as I thought I was. I keep trying to tell myself that most everyone has kids, and the majority does just fine...so why am I any different? I’d like to believe that all first time moms have the jitters right before meeting their baby, but I just keep thinking that I’m the only one and that i might not be a good mother if I have this fear of how big of a responsibility having a baby is.

So, did anyone else have major pre-delivery fears?? I am freaking out and I am scared to go to bed. Lol