so I'm just laying in my bed (can't sleep) wanting to get up and clean or organizer something at 2 in the morning. like seriously? why do I want to get up and clean? I did that the other day from like 2 am-7 am. I have to hold myself back because my SO is sleeping and has to be up at 4 am to go to work. last time he didn't get much sleep because I was making so much noise. to I lay back down and continue to look up stuff to do tomorrow and get ideas about orginizing things in the baby's room. i go on Facebook to get my mind off it and I scroll past food. now I'm hungry. so I grab a bag of cereal and ate the rest of what was in here. now I'm upset because it's all gone and I want more 😭