A glimpse of my story

In October I was sexually abused and I was hospitalized 9 times in 10 months for attempting suicide I was then arrested and got addicted to acohol and weed and Xanax I was raped and jumped and I never had it easy you see everyone around me thinks of me as a horrible person as if it was my fault what happened to me I understand I’m not perfect but I try to be for the people around me I hate myself everyday and even tho I’ve learned to live my life it’s hard now for others I can’t trust anybody let alone let people in but I know it doesn’t end here