im late

hello everyone. I am looking for advice. please be kind and thoughtful. so my period is late and when I last checked when me and my husband last had sex I was ovulating (possibly) he usually pulls out but we all know that method is not even a certainty it'll prevent a pregnancy. sadly to say. I do NOT want another baby. I already have one and he's turning 1 at the end of December. I do not want another child for many reasons. but I keep thinking what my family and husband will think of me. evil ? soul less? selfish? my family is Catholic. I am not religious. my husband family isn't either but they are still family. I know everyone would disapprove with this decision of abortion. I am really backed up into a corner. my last period was November 6. I do not want to think about adoption either.