wishing for a BFP for christmas.

Elizabeth • Mommy of 6👧👧👼👼👼🤰🌈baby due september 29th, but should be coming any day!!!

*a little background* I am 25 years old. I have 2 children of my own, both girls. My fiance and I have been ttc for 3 years now. on jan.16th 2017 I found out that I was pregnant with my third and his first child. a girl. we decided to name her Camryn Louise. we were ecstatic. everything was perfect. about 9 weeks into my pregnancy I had some complications. cramping, and bleeding. i was terrified... we gound out I had a subchorionic hematoma, but baby girl was just fine. I went through hell for the next 12 weeksm.min and out of the bospital, bleeding, pain, bed rest. it was miserable, but the doctors kept telling me you should be fine its more likely it will heal itself than it is to cause you any further complications.. unfortunately they were wtong. on june 10th, at 21 weeks pregnant 3 weeks shy of viability oitside the womb, we lost our little girl due to premature labor, and placental abruption brought on by the SCH. it was devastating. now we are 6 months post still birth, and today was ovulation day.. we had sex a vouple of times including yesterday pre ovulation. i am praying so hard that I get a BFP for christmas. that's all I want. my fiance is scared, and hasn't fully decided if he's ready to actually actively try again, but i'm ready. the only thing I worry about is having the same complication again. have any ladies had a SCH causing you to lose a baby, and hasld a successful pregnancy afterwards? I think I need a little reassurance. Really needing some baby dust over here! praying fir a christmas miracle!