Loss at 14 weeks

I’m having a very hard time with the loss of my baby at 14 weeks. The tech said it was a boy and the dr was able to tell me it didn’t look right for 14 weeks during a d&c.; I was told by genetics that it is a rare skeletal disorder but won’t know more for another 4-6 months. I feel heart broken. Please tell me this will get easier soon 😢