Being punished for having ...

got an abortion 3 1/2 years ago, I was fooling around a lot, was “dating” a man who cheated on me everyday, found I was pregnant and he forced me to get an abortion, made me feel humiliated, I got one and never cried so much, now, I have an amazing boyfriend of two years and we can’t get pregnant, I cry everyday I feel like I’m being punished. I regret that moment everyday of my life.