(Advice please) I’m ruining my relationship

Me and my boyfriend have been together for almost one month now, and its been sort of rocky. First of all, I’ve never been in a relationship before so I have no idea what I’m doing plus I’m very shy. He’s been mentioning how he has to do all the talking and whatever (not in a rude way) but I’m really trying my best. Today we went back to his place for a bit. I was thinking we were going to have sex or make out a bit, but instead watched a movie which is totally fine by me, but what concerns me is that he didn’t cuddle me like he used to. He was a little sick, so I figured that’s why he didn’t cuddle me but then again.. I don’t know. Im scared this relationship is coming to an end very quickly, and I really hope that’s not what happens. I feel like I’m not good enough for any relationship and I need advice.