so im in the 6th grade and yes i go out with a 8th grader but ppl always be rude cuz its my first relationship and we kinda act like friends with benefits.its awkward when we talk.my parents don't know about him.but the hole school does.his brother has a crush on me cuz he is in my grade but i hate him.he is a peer pressure type of guy.i see my bf brother more than him.we never get quality but on the bus and at breakfast.and sometimes he comes to my house acting like he came to play basketball with my brother but we just talk so my parents don't know.but i love him so much but im so scared to kiss him.and i kinda wanna break up with him bc its not the relationship i want.