My own mother

So I am in a ldr and have been for almosr 2 years

My parents never seemed to have approved of it

You could say I waa a very very sheltered child, well I really do love him and have even actually wanted to move in with him

We have talked qbout and we want to do it when we have enough money saved up

I have told 2 of my sisters, my older sister is. thrilled and is all for it

Now my mother ane i dont have the best relationship but today I was just walking into the kitchen to fix me something to eat

Well she asks if my bf is planning on coming over again and I'm like no, so she asked if I was planning on moving in with him next time we see each other

I just shrugged my shoulders since I'm not ready to talk about it with her

She starts trying to tell me that What I did last time was not right (staying with him in a hotel room) that I dont know what kind of guy he is and that he could he sleepint with other girls and hiding it from me

That I didn't respect myself and that he didn't have any respect for me as well

That he just wanted to "try me" and in a short while he would leave

Its really depressing me and ita actuallu taking a toll because I am so insecure, I get so jealous over anything and I think that way of thinking comes from my mother

i am so nervous because its a new place, a New life basically and anything could happen

I get worried it wont work out and I'll have to move back and I dont want that but I'm 22 almost 23 and I want to live my life already