lets talk vaginas

so I know that we are all different but I just have always wanted the perfect vagina. I was molested multiple times as a little girl and I blame that for being my excuse as to why my vagina looks the way it does and I know or maybe I know that's not the reason why... anyways I've wanted to get labia plasty for so long now and my bf keeps telling me to wait until we have children. so I would just like to hear everyone's stories because I absolutely hate my vagina...

the only problem I have with it is that one lip is longer than the other... I want to have a Barbie vagina... I know it sounds cliche but I would have such a higher self-esteem if I did so.

so please ladies tell me about you and your opinion thank you