I guess it didn’t stick 😔

I’ve had three positive pregnancy tests. The last one I took 5 days before my period and it was pretty dark. My period was due the 9th and I started bleeding and cramping last night.

I’ve had a miscarriage in the past. I can’t help but feel emotionally drained after ttc and getting my hopes up while being full of excitement. My s/o says we can just try again but I don’t think he understands the emotional toll it takes and the constant anxiety that is endured the first trimester after a miscarriage. I just feel alone. It’s like a silent struggle. Especially since nobody really knows what you’re going through since you’re supposed to wait until the end of the trimester to announce your pregnancy. 💔