giving up

Darian

My husband and I have been TTC for almost 3 freaking years. 3. I have followed every step, rule, recommendation. I've stopped smoking, haven't drank a sip in 2 years (and just turned 21 this year), don't drink soda or eat chocolate, dropped 75 pounds (healthily), take vitamins religiously, excersize, eat right, pray, cry, have sex for 30 days then wait 5 and repeat. I am at my breaking point. I have given up. I have done every. little. thing.