Anyone feel the need to keep checking that they’re pregnant?

I’m four weeks and three days. I’ve been getting positives since 8 DPO but I’m still paranoid and feel like I need to keep checking that I’m pregnant. Basically no symptoms other than being tired and I don’t see the OBGYN until January 3. I see my primary care next week for the blood work. I just took a test and my positive line showed up before the control and yet I’m still like am I really pregnant? 🤨

Shit my test line is darker then my control line and I still don’t trust it. Or I’m scared it’ll go away.

Anyone else feel this way?