FTM and I’m almost 6 weeks PP.

I feel like I lost my sexuality. Sexy is the last thing I’m feeling. There’s nothing flattering about nursing bras and breast pads. Not to mention granny panties and pads for PP bleeding. Idk how to feel myself again. Once I get the green light from my doctor I know my SO is looking forward to getting back to business .. but honestly it’s hard to imagine that I would be in the mood cause like I said, there’s nothing sexy or glamorous about this mom life :/