One of the worst situations to be in......

So I just found out I’m pregnant. I’m scared as hell. I’m a single mom of an 11 month old and about three weeks ago her father and I started to work on our relationship. We had sex I don’t know 3 times and here I am, pregnant.

I currently live with my parents with my daughter and he just went to rehab last week to get his shit together (hopefully). I’m coming up on two years clean.

He doesn’t know yet because I don’t think an over the phone I’m pregnant like last time I had to tell him while I WAS IN REHAB. I’m trying to get ahold of his counselor to maybe schedule a sit down meeting.

No judgement but when I first found out abortion was a definite. Now, I can’t cope with that. I always said I’d never. But I’m scared. I’m scared what my parents will say. I’m scared he won’t change. I’m scared for the future. All my friends keep telling me to keep it because everyone knows how much I wanted another baby. I’m so torn....