Ladies!

I dont know if im being stupid or what but anyway

I had a miscarriage in may and i have NO BLEEDING what so ever just pain and i miscarried

Im now 8 weeks plus 4 with this pregnancy and i have lots of pain i called the maternity unit and they said if have no bleeding dont worry and they wont scan me and im so worried

The only way i could get them to book a scan was to tell them i had a bit of spotting

I feel sick with guilt i feel terrible for lying

Is this bad or am i being silly