I just need to vent.......

Sorry for this being so long..........

I'm so miserable 😭. My boyfriend tells my all I think about is my self and that he don't think I can take care of my daughter at all. He says I don't care about her. I do fucking care about her more than anything in this world. Yes I don't know how to be a mom but I can learn. He told me I don't deserve to give birth. He calls me a whore and stuff. I don't want to give up on this relationship but at the same time I just want to run away and for get about him. I love him so much that I can't stand him anymore. He talks down on me all the time. He tells me that my felling don't matter and I don't need to fell any type of way at all. He tells me I'm crazy all the time. Yes he goes out of town and I hate when he don't rlly talk to me much. He will promise me he will call me back and then I won't hear from him for hours. It rlly sucks and hurts. When we get into fights he always runs and say just let me know when she is born. Like he don't even want to be there. I fell so alone in this whole pregnancy. I don't have any friends cause I gave them all up for him. I don't have a relationship with my mom cause of him. I gave ip so much. But he tells me I don't do shit and I ain't done nothing in this relationship at all. And It hurts. There's no talking to him with out a fight happing. I'm just so lost and hurt and don't know if I can take much more. I hold back all my emotions. I'm scared one day I'm just going to crack and fall right apart. He tells me I'm the reason he wreck his old truck. No I was not he was the one speeding. I just fell like one day I'm going to crack and fall right apart.