Advice, please.

I was diagnosed with HSV-2 2 years ago, and in the last year, I started dating my boyfriend, we’ll be celebrating our one year next month. He knew about my diagnosis since the beginning (as he’s been my best friend for 4 years before we began dating). We had sex last night & I was a little more wet than usual & it got on him. He freaked out & became scared that he might have been infected & I understand, but the way he freaked about it made me think if it’s not worth hurting a human being. He doesn’t see me any different & he told me he wanted to give himself to me after some time. Sometimes I just feel like he deserves to be with someone who doesn’t have that type of issue and it breaks my heart that I can’t be a ‘normal’ girlfriend to him. He wasn’t mad, he just became really sad and quiet afterwards.