needing to vent

Felecia • 23, mom to an adorable 1yr old

I'm so freaking irritated! my husband gets mad all the time when I'm on my phone and he wants to spend time with me or he wants me to watch him play videos games which is usually the only times he spends time with me. so I tell him occasionally baby can you put your phone down. or hey baby whatcha doing and he fucking ignores me. like I'm sorry but you get pissy faced and bitch me out because i am scrolling through <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> or looking stuff up on Google but when I do I get ignored or told maybe I'm looking at something for you or just texting my mom wit a shitty ass attitude that screams shut the fuck up. like right now 20 minutes ago I came in from taking our dog out to potty and he's on his phone while it's charging in bed. I say hey baby are you ready to go to bed? and I wait for literally 5 fucking minutes just standing there while he's just scrolling on his phone ignoring me! I'm freaking pissed and sad and just all over the place right now. I'm just irritated. I feel like he does t give a shit about me yet he went out for 2 hours and bought me Christmas present when I don't even give a shit about presents. it's our son's first Christmas that's what I care about that. don't get me wrong I am thankful he bought me something for Christmas but I'd rather him not ignore me or just talk to me or spend some time. I'm just so...ugh I don't even know right now. fuck me. fuck him I'm irritated.