I’m getting annoyed

As much as i love him he claims to want another baby ( he has one already i have no kids ) and I’ve been doing my part ( research, eating better, no smoking drinking, taking prenatals ) but when i need him home he’s all of a sudden to busy or something . I’m jus ready to throw in the towel and just stop trying because on my most fertile days he does this bs makes excuses so why should i keep trying if your not. This is Cycle 3 , then he gets mad when AF shows up as if it’s my fault and will say “damn babe i really wanted it to be our month”😡 he’s so annoying . I’m just going to go back to having my fun until i know for sure he’s serious.