Deleting this app

Got my period today when all i wanted for Christmas was 2 pink lines. 😏 started trying in May, got pregnant in July, had a miscarriage in August and have been trying ever since. I think I’m going crazy trying. told myself I’d stop trying but i still find myself checking the app and logging. Subconsciously telling myself I’m in my fertile week and we need to have sex. I’m just gonna delete the app, stop tracking and see what happens. Wish me luck, and baby dust to everyone out there trying.