Well, my dreaded AF started today and I am heartbroken. I really felt like this was it this time 😢. We BD at the perfect time, and everything else was perfect. I felt nauseous for the last 3 days and had some mild cramping which never happens so I was excited to test tomorrow. Guess that test will just have to wait for next time. We don't get our Christmas wish, so we have put our Rainbow on my husband's birthday wish list (February). As soon as AF is done, we will just BD as much as possible. We have both agreed that if I don't get pregnant this year, we will stop trying. We have been blessed with a beautiful daughter, so we are extremely lucky to be a family of 3. We just really wanted to give her a sibling. I am currently waiting for results of a laparoscopy and the longer I wait, and the more AFs that come the more nervous I get about the results. Feeling scared, discouraged, and sad. Hope is slipping farther from my finger tips everyday and I don't know what to do. Sorry for the depressing post, this is the only place I can be totally honest about my thoughts and fears. If you've made it this far, thank you for reading.