Just needing someone to rant to...

First of all I’m glad there is this app cause I don’t have many friends or well none at all that can relate to.

First of all my parents.. my mom mostly.. she just doesn’t trust me at all. I’m home 24/7 cause I do online classes. I moved to this small town quite awhile ago from overseas and I don’t know anyone so I don’t have friends here except for one neighbor I met. And everytime I want to drive over to my neighbour’s place or just even walk there to hang out and talk to she gives me an attitude and just gives me the silent treatment. Like I feel so alone. And staying at home all day isn’t helping. I feel like a zombie and I cry almost every night cause it feels like I’m wasting my life. I try to reason and talk to her about it but it’s like she doesn’t care. She thinks everyone is taking advantage of me when I just only have one friend. Like how pathetic. I feel so depressed. I had friends from my home country but they just started forgetting about me eventually and even didn’t wish me for my birthday this year at all. Do I just do what would make me happy and just go to my friend’s house(neighbour) when I want and make my mom unhappy? Or do I just go on with life at home everyday and just doing whatever makes my mom happy?