First relationship

Okay so 4 months ago I saw this guy in my class (I’m a freshman in high school) and I knew he’d been in my 5th grade class but never knew who he was. I made fun of him and we oddly became best friends instantly. I told him everything and we constantly talked. I didn’t like him that way, or I didn’t want myself to. But 2 months after i met him I finally let myself like him. And when I told myself I did I realized I liked him a whole lot. I told my friend (who’s also his friend) I liked him, for she asked me before and I’d say no. She said he liked me back and had for the longest time. So she set us up and long story short we’ve been dating for 2 months

I had never been in a relationship, he’s my first boyfriend. I’ve been over his house a few times, he’s been to mine once, met my dad etc etc. we’ve been out and gotten pizza blah blah blah. And I’m happy where we stand. We have cuddled and such but haven’t kissed, and we are both very awkward people. I tell him everything, he tells me everything. We trust eachother so much and it’s all I want in a relationship. We are young (14 and 15) and so it’s not like I want a lot. We joke all the time and sometimes it bothers me when he jokes with other girls I knew he used to like, but then I remember that I know all the dark stuff about him and all the inside jokes we have and it makes me feel better.

Most people don’t like our relationship because they see us at school, where we are awkward because people make it awkward. I hate PDA so no, I’m not going to lay all over him before I go to my next class. They think we make fun of each other too much and our relationship is toxic, but they don’t see us when we are alone. They think it’s weird that it’s been 2 months and we haven’t kissed, or touched eachother in anyway. But you know what? I’m happy, which hasn’t been so for a long time :)

Everyone’s relationship is different, and mine is where I want it.